First Love, Will It Ever Stop Haunting My Thoughts?

I see flowers bloom around you
I want to see you smile, I want to hug you
I want to stop time and come see you

Can I turn back time? Can I see you again?
My first love..is only a memory..yet.. why do I cry?
I was young and stupid
I fell for someone
I fell into a one-sided love

You moved on, why can't I?
Quit invading my thoughts,dreams,and time
If I could have the choice to quit loving you, would I choose it?
Or am I just a stupid love struck girl?

Did you ever think of me..even if it was just once..did you?
Was I just another stranger to you?
Was I not good enough?
"STOP"," Get out of my thoughts" I say ..but it's useless

You were my first love
No one can convince otherwise
Even though I know what they say is true
I won't believe it

Deep inside I'm begging for help
I've tried everything.."Should I give up"
I want these feelings to end

First Love, will it end?
Will it ever stop haunting my thoughts?