First poem

I'm dying
I'm drowning
No one sees me
I'm screaming for help but no one hears me
I scream louder and I'm silenced 
Credibility stripped away 
Marked as crazy and dramatic 
No one sees me
I'm lost inside myself 
In a sunken dark place
We're not going inside but they scared broken girl  
So far gone I don't feel her anymore 
Feeling like everything's been stripped away 
My hopes, dreams, ambitions
So what's left 
My fight, my savage I try to hold on to
Can't feel it 
I'm a shell 
No safe place, no happy home 
What are my options 
I guess to grow old alone 
Away from the world the neglected and destroyed my soul 
In the darkened place all alone.