A Flame Extiguished
A Flame Extinguished
I am in love with an addict, I myself am an addict
Her drug of choice, heroin, my drug of choice, her
I fought this battle everyday thinking I could save her
I lost the battle and myself
Everything I did, all the bad I have done
My only thought, I know I can save her, I love her
She is my life, I am nothing without her
I have hurt so many people trying to save her
I have lost everything
I enabled her, I helped her
I watched her stick that needle in her arm
Wanting to stop her, but not knowing how
When I did try it always turned into a fight, a fight I would always lose
One minute out of control, mean and abusive
The next calm and tranquil
She loves me she loves me not
I fought for her everyday and I lost
I will never forgive myself, that burden I will carry forever
I am nothing
She died in my arms today
Her flame extinguished, my life extinguished
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I needed to re write this.
sad write and i feel for the subject as its a hard drug to get past and happens too often drugs take over life and erase it but the love felt for the person whos deceased will still be there something a drug cant take away is that and to write this shows the good person the poet is tina x