Fools Gold.

I am a pretender.
A false image sender.
What you get is not what you see.
I am not being the real me.
I pretend i am better.
A worldly jet setter.
But to you all i am lying.
To you all my lies you are buying.
My confidence is low.
But to you all it does glow.
To myself i am a fool.
I am neither hot nor i am cool.
I am not what it says on the tin.
In the end i know my pretence will not win.
I am a wolf in sheepβs clothing.
Deep inside myself i am loathing.
Christ i just want to be me.
So that my conscience can be happy and free.
So to the creator i pray.
And all of my pretend cards to him i lay.
I want to wake up and be in reality.
And show to the world inside me there is a real human quality.
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What is reality, I ask myself this everyday, I tell myself,Β its to be like everyone else, to experience what others experience but how do i know what others feel, this is my greatest affliction,Β I am in a bubble of my own fears, its here I feel safe but I am a prisoner.
You are not the only one here, I am here too, so are many, wearing the mask of life, imitating what we see, if you knew the true extent of existence,Β you wouldn't be on this site, Seeking like me.
Love and light.
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Hello William...
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I don't know if Poets/Poetesses like us could do what we do if we didn't have an alter ego?
Are you honest about anything?
Please be honest...
Just kidding...
You were being when you said you were lying right?
ββββββWOW!
What Gerard said exactly, also...
Sometimes we have to read between the lines...
We may have to write in code one day?
ββββββI will be saying Huh a lot...
Give me another hint...
I'll write the code and answer in my notebook...
If anyone asks maybe, I can help explain it too...
ββββββThere's someone close to you who knows you and loves you truthfully...
They might know you better than you know yourself...
If you were loved and are alone now...
You can't be worse than the baddest...
Something tells me you're not the greatest...
I would have heard your name and Country I'm sure...
The important thing is you have/had love...
Pretending is designed for us...
We have an imaginative mind...
Would I really like to know if I would really like the real you?
Wouldn't any of us about any of us?
I think that's one way how true friendships are made Cyberspace Style...
There's people saying nice people are scary now...
ββββββI only saw the headline I didn't look at the story yet...
Great write!
Thank you for sharing...
sparrowsong
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Hello sparrowsong hope you well. This is just fiction, i am me the real me nobody else but me.
Hello William...
LOL!
YAY!
GREAT NEWS!
After you the mold was broken...
I think if someone isn't all that, the mold is reused...
I knew it!
sparrowsong