Forbidden Fruit

I thought I was better

But I am worse

I knew what I went for

Though I was innocent at 1st

Though I was like a victim

Yet 

I took a bite of that apple

Like Eve 

I took a bite of the forbidden fruit

Both sides forbidden

For borders were crossed both sides If aim is not to build

But destroy

I can't think or feel it

Touch it

I am basically heartless

Towards the situation

I chose to remain unknown

I don't know anything

What happened and why

Never been in it before

So amazing it also felt wrong and is

What is this???

Felt a change in me

I had to bury the story

Remove from mind and tongue

change the character and venue Hid emotions like they dead 

Get back to my life like I was never there

Present...

But my God knows

Judgement day is calling

Taking responsibility of guilt