"Forgive and move on"

Now am sitting near by the river, listening to the water fall, dreaming if i could have made a difference, so i won't be in the splashing rocks. I still live in a lonely home, waiting for someone to rescue me from this sad storm. I slept in a lonely broken heart for a long time,and am still trying to forgive and move on, hoped for a miracle to woke me up from a drunk dream, so i could live up and control my steer. i keep try to tell my self it will be OK, so i chose to follow the lords will and keep moving till i reach my end alive or deceased.