Forgive Me

I will never forget the times we had, and 
the intimate thoughts we shared. 
I feel we are made for each other. 
I let you go and I feel now that the gun 
next to my head is within reality. 
I ask for forgiveness but you turn away. 
I want to see your beautiful face once more 
before I plummet into Hell. 
I call you one more time. 
Forgive me.