Forgotten Dreams

I now hold the key to deaths door 
I still havent found what im looking for 
Just one more chance i beg you 
To feel the love i don't know anymore 
In my world i am lord i am king 
I still see the birds but cant hear them sing 
Im not pure and im not holy 
"i'll never forget you" is what you told me 
Hurt me please, pain is joy! 
Break me like your favorite toy 
Wish me to die and wonder when 
I'll make your dreams come true again 
I will have no one is all i feared 
Even the sun has disapeared 
It hurts me forever to see you cry 
I just want you to smile before i die