Former&latter

First we ourselves get to have a crush on someone then afterwards we wonder for our wounded heart 

First we fall in love by our own will then we wonder being treated like a fallen dead yellow leaf.

We gradually give them the right to do anything with with us then we wonder about all the hurtful acts they does

We said we would die without them and now we are wondering the peace and smile in their absence we have on our minds

Life is unpredictable,what we thought yesterday doesnt matter today and what matters today may not matter tomorrow.

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