Freedoms flight

U ruined everything I thought I knew it wasn’t the fact that u beat me black but inside u beat me blue . 
It’s my favorite color and that u known but that wasn’t an invite to pound in the sound of my soul. 
U can beat me with your hands or feet but that’s the cuts and bruises only the shallow can see while the true pain runs blue through my veins as my heart beats and bleeds . 
Your arms that I trusted like golden gates  sparkled joy .
now I see them for there secret rusted fools gold path not of love but personal control a greeds ploy 
U ruined everything I thought I knew because u ruined the way I think about u 
I asked for a heart to love hug and humble while offering a heart warm and open that u chose to crumble 
My Love was free while your will was to control my spirit and see how far you could break me . 
Now as I sit independent able to clearly see I know I can forgive u because I found a way to forgive me.
 my happy ending is the irony 
The more u caged me in Down deep the farther my wings span when I wake from true beauties sleep . 
I now know the strength I posses in life as I hold the pen that fills and flips the next blank page 
My freedom from those past and gone black and blue days 
It’s was always about the rhythm of my blues but like I said u ruined everything I ever thought of u so now I can dance to my own beat so my blues are never bitter but always sweet