Friends family and enemy's

Family Friends and enemy's why do I feel they are denying me,  you think they are for you but they continue to betrai you ,when you doing this why you doing that feels like I'm gonna lose it because I just don't get it Family will make you feel so good sometimes yet if they could they will make you feel that you should a could a would a done this did that why must you treat me like those negative words of emptyness you just spat, they say sometimes make friends with your own enemy I feel they have our back more then our own family friends are great too but remember your family will always love you be for you but somehow are first to hurt you.  Don't get to close be on your way remember these words that I say because in your heart is where you wanna stay but in your head you can not get away.