Fright fight

For the third time today that ugly thought has crossed your mind,
you feel like life's a race and your running out of time. 
You spend your days in battle, battling with your brain, you've convinced yourself that someday you'll drive yourself insane.
Its so easy to say 'I'm good' those words arnt hard to speak, what's hard is the fight with the Demons their even in your sleep. 
Here you are again questioning your purpose with an overwhelming sense of guilt, as you sit and sob your heart out into your safety quilt.
They can not see what you are thinking nobody can, and if you wrote it down on paper they would say your mad. 
But that's not true your learning, your learning how to cope, your daily fight is frightening yet you still hold on and hope 'will tomorrow be better' 
Darlin your a super hero push those thoughts aside. Tomorrow is a new day grab your cape and fly.
No need to force a smile despite the constant pain because a thought is just a thought and you are completely sane.
Heres how your going to change it, you replace the bad for good your going to give yourself some credit and find some inner love because life is so worth living when your feeling good. 
The Universe is amazing it will give you what you need. All you need to do now is plant that little seed.