Frustration by frustration

Frustration by frustration Im losing heart. Im chocking on regrets I still taste in the salt of my tears. Oh God where art thou?! Are you still with me ? Frustration by frustration. My life was clear then became like dense fog now I can't see my way through. Frustration by frustration I count my losses peering at them straining my already weary eyes to see the blessing in them. What is life that it won't stop my heart. Frustration by frustration.  I exist. 

Should I seek more? To live to acheive living! 

For now I do live frustration by frustration.