Getting by

Cobwebs weigh heavy on my conscious. Dark is where I confess my sin. I am only bringing the truth to the light & being honest. Fuck my life; if home is where the heart is. My decisions are made spinning out of control behind a broken compass & lead by captain heartless. Constant conflicts over what defies logic in my accomplishments. Common sense quality control never calls it quit. Problem is I'm on a ride & I can't get off of it. Blood racing full of nonsense till the hearts content. Wanting a positive position in gaining wisdom & knowledge while fallowing the crown on this trip. Long live my love for the queen!!! I give to her none stop all of it. Can't seem to get enough hate making me tough & tolerant. Combination of the two will stir me up.... I know this with confidence. Nothing's what it seems.... So I take it for what it is.... & make it a monument.