Getting Over you

Getting Over You

IM trying to get over u 
I honestly dont know what to do 
I consently remind my self that the past we cant undo. 
no matter how hard i 
push, pull, and cry no amount of wonting you will make you stand by my side. 
I try to cling to the 
present tell my self maybe if i keep on pleasing? but the unknown, the possibility, the ever so present maybe rapes my reason 
You think i dont see? 
that your decision your two headed sword your attempt to sever us. delievers a blow that you just cant ingnore. 
All i can do is stand back 
A watch you disconnect yourself from life support. Watch as u allow us to wirther as a flower you choose not to water 
So just continue to separate 
To deny to act as though you dont care. Your actions will hurt only you my heart, my mind my body will no longer be there. 
There is nothing that can 
mend the cracks you made, no make up sex can make the memories fade 
continue to walk out 
My door show me your back, , cause baby this time i wont let you back. 
I dont understand what you 
Take me for? Have you forgotten the women you bled for? 
Just to remind you of who i am, i am strong, independent, beautifully made, educated, and unable to be hidden away in the shade 
I am saved i am a martin 
women i am my fathers daughter