Giving Away My Soul

I can't believe I did it again! I've opened my soul up to someone who doesn't care for me. Someone who's not sure on his intentions with me. I like you... Not that much... I love you... Oh wait, that was a mistake. I was caught up. Believing his lies, I couldn't see the truth beyond those seductive eyes. When he said my name it was like the sound of rain on an early Saturday morning. It made me feel warm, it gave me that feeling of serenity. When he touched me it made my heart flutter, it made me smile, it made me... Want to discover what his lips felt like. I think of him, every morning, noon, and night.  He'd like to joke around and call me his girl friend or his boo, and that made me feel special even though I knew it wasn't true. I tried so hard to make myself believe that I was his one and only girl, I was his queen. But once again, I knew it wasn't true. I wasn't the only one he called his girl friend or his boo. When I see him with other girls it's as if my heart doesn't beat. I'm at a loss for words because my feelings for him are oh so deep. I tried to give him my best, I gave him my all. But at last I've realized that I did it again... I've exposed a precious gem; my prized possession; the only thing keeping me alive. I've given away my soul and I believed his beautiful lies.