Gone Insain

I step into the darkness and leave this life behind.
No longer can I silence these voices in my mind. 
My dreams have turned to nightmares. 
My love has turned to hate.
I try to fight the urges, but know it's far to late. 
Fearing what may happen... I fight my closing eyes.
Each time I sleep I'm woken by someone else's cries.
I wake my hands are bloody, 
I'm grasping on a knife.
A body lays before me; it shows no sign of life.
To me they're not familiar,  who can this person be?
I look a little closer and see another three.
The room is filled with bodies - blood splattered on the floor 
I walk in to another room and can't believe there's more.
How can I be this monster?
How could I cause such pain?
I think I'm lost forever...
I think I've gone insane.