Grounded Past

Birth from sin walking in the newness of the given life
my spirit rest within 
Mistakes made creating unbalanced formations without hesitation no time consumed in stagnant delay
Left without thoughts in the night
stealing my flight cutting my wings blackening my night
Unforgiveness  placed at my table for delight
War in the mind trying to diminish the lies left behind
Drawing stress near trembling from recovered fear
Temporary grounding all received never to last
Hidden secrets of my past
What then when i pray would my deliverer draw near
Looking forward for my rescuer to take up my soul 
caught up in my inequity pretending to stand in status bold
Freed from the cage but yet trapped in the mind
war an violence structured rooted at my bedside
How can i fly with so much inside
no mother to sing or pray at my bedside
Outkast,Alienated,Left an Alone my passions an desires has manifested an create a home.