Hallow

Blood-red moon watches, Icy water swallow down 
My hopes and fears, All I had left, and now I drown 
I'm not numb anymore, There's so much pain 
I'm lost and sore, But no one to blame 
There's no use screaming, Can't fight the end 
I know I'm not dreaming, But it happened again 
Feel myself slipping away, See my scar's still there 
So much I wanted to say, But life was never fair 
Came so close so many times, But there was always hope 
That the future would still shine, But now I know I was so... 
Dead wrong, Goodbye, So long, Don't cry 
I was nothing, I hope you have a good life 
I used to have something, But I lost it, I'm hollow inside 
Teach me how to die, Tell me what I should know 
How to leave it all behind, and let everything I wanted go