Happy ending

Sometimes as I lay here all in my head..holding my pillow as I lay in my bed..if you look real close you can see tears in my eye...as I remember the things that have made me cry..but then i look up and i remember why..im no longer broken thanks to the man in the sky..with him by side....my life slowly took flight..i was no longer running..i had already lost that fight..as i sat still and began to confess all my sins..i slowly began to realize this fight I could win..the devil no longer had me.. as the sun began to shine...i no longer possessed doubt.. It was gone from mind.. My heart began to heal as i learned to love myself..i dusted off my Bible it was time to take off the shelf..my armor was on..and I was ready for war...self loathing.. self hate..and guilt....would be no more.. I realized my strength..as I began to bloom..like a flower in the summer..i no longer knew gloom...i knew Samuel and John..Psalms and Acts..his words bought me through as I learned all the facts..as I listen to the song.. He saw the best in me..im forever grateful as i get down on my knews..giving praises and thanks. for all his mercy and grace..Everyday I wake up there shall be a smile on my face ?..AMEN