my addiction

...yes I was caught up running for my LIFE. the pain in my heart like being stabbed with a knife.i had already lost myself. I no longer knew me.i was broken and destroyed so far from my destiny..no food.no sleep not even a place to stay...i was tired and hungry.help seemed so  far away..where would I go.what would I do? ..smoking and running.was all that I knew..i really had to stop.i just didn't know how...what was I gonna use to medicate..what do I do now? .no more drugs inside me all I feel is pain..from my head to my toes..in the blood running through my veins..i knew that it was mental.all inside my head.i just  wanted to curl up in a ball and never leave my bed..at this moment I had decide if I would live or die if I would fall down on  my face..or soar like and Eagle in the sky and .so I took flight..recovery day and night..i never really knew I had so many tears..as I stood brave and conquered all my fears..life is a battle that comes with many frowns...but if you keep your Faith.Faith he'll never let you down.