Happy heavenly birthday

The day before your 34th you told me with such madness,
you didn't want to stay on earth and couldn't
face the sadness.
So you sat that night and over dosed and they
 came and took you to safety,
 but then they let you go again which I feel was
rather hasty.

A year on from then you'd left this earth to find a peaceful place,
Somewhere you could finally chill,
a beautiful tranquil space.

Another birthday roles around and 36 you'd be, 
I don't know where you are of course,
 but I hope that you feel free.

I hope that you are relaxing,
in a place so beautiful and still, 
where happiness is all that you feel there,
You live with only free will.