Help me

I feel like Iām dying inside.
Itās like I have no way of reaching out to anyone and I just want to hide.Ā
The weight of what Iām feeling is like my chest is being pressed on by a truck.Ā
All I want is someone to help me⦠fuck.
I go through the motions of the day to day.Ā
But when it comes to venting how Iām feeling I donāt know what to say.
I wish I could get more comfort from my cat.
But there is nothing in this living world that seems to make me smile, and thatās just that.Ā
Maybe I should hurt myself a little by having another smoke.
I gave up marijuana because itās not good for my mental health, but sometimes I just wanna toke.Ā
The only solace I can feel is in the morning when I puff on a vape.
Every waking moment I have feels like psychological rape.Ā
Someone help me please.
I donāt know how to keep going and the thought of death is like a subtle tease.
Does anyone else feel the same way I feel?Ā
If anyone could let me know that would be great, otherwise Iām afraid that the next time I eat, it will be my last meal.Ā

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