So special you blow my mind

I used to believe that my soul purpose is to help people, then I realised I couldn't do that without the help of a few. But now I know, that my soul purpose... Is actually you. 

I say forever and I mean forever, regardless of what might happen in life, I'm manifesting something, and it might seem like we're in strife. But I'm ensuring that I'm the one you won't need to leave to find, baby I'll do anything in this universe for you, because you're so special that you literally blow mind.

You blow my mind in a way that makes me see every aspect of who I am, which allows me to address my negative traits instilled from my fam. I first thought that I was wanting to create chaos with everything going so well between us, because that's what I've always been exposed too. But I know I dont want chaos, and now I see something in me, that could have only come from your point of view. 

I'm still not too sure, but I think you've put into view the real world for me. I know that I'm intelligent and have learnt to do what I need to do to get by. But guess what you've done for me, you've begun to teach me the same things I already know, except with perspectives will never kill my  glow. If this is still cryptic for you, then hear this straight up acknowledgement of you.

Thanks to you I know how to say no, regardless of my generosity and kindness  wanting to say so.
If I ever run out of luck with other family or Friends and it's not on me, because of you I can 100% say that I don't give a fuck.

You've haven't necessarily instilled everything positive into me, however, you have definitely opened my brain for me to acknowledge... Me.

I only hope that I'm also still helping, teaching, and making you as happy as you possibly can be. I never want you to be scared and subconsciously make your teeth grind. I am going to do everything I can to make you happy, I hope you don't mind. Because your so special you blow my mind.