Her

She was here today, she held my hand, rough in texture grain like sand. She found a smoothness in me, as she always did! She blew in on a dream, briefly stayed, smiled, then left, i woke and she had gone! She'll come and go just like the wind, but always leave! She comes and goes, she to's and fro's...she takes a piece of me every time! She isn't mine.. but she is! She's who she is, a tear soaked kiss! She wanders in, then drifts away, then softly returns another day! I always hope this time she's mine, but in her eyes she isn't here! She changes on the turn of a coin,  I am who she wants, then I'm not, it changes, it can change! I long to be beside her always, I'm here now, the one she wanted last year! "Hey! Look! I'm here!" But the one she thought she wanted , isn't the one she wants now! But I'll stay here... waiting......always waiting, hoping, cos I'm clever me, I know best...I know she will return, for if she didn't then I wouldn't be me and she wouldn't be she...and we wouldn't be we! But then again, maybe this is the time she goes... maybe this is goodbye!!  If it is, then I'll never forget who she is and who she was...and how for a short while we shared a moment, a love and a dream...I won't forget... she'll never be forgotten! (He sees her pain and feels her tears, and longs to quench her inner fears! That she had failed at what was asked, a lonesome dreadful stagnant task! An unbeatable problem, she couldn't control, which now weighs heavy on her soul! But it's not her fault, it's not her pain, to feel this way and take the blame! She should just know, she did her best, screamed at the God's and beat her chest! She didn't fail, not one foot wrong, she did her best and sang her song...she never failed...right to the end...and was her greatest ever friend!)