Hey

Dear God
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know how to feel
When all I’m being is true
I fought my own battles
Even if they cheated to beat me
But my body is tired
My eyes get sleepy
My scholarship sister is now using drugs
I’ve been sober to show
Temptation was what they they thought
I was
But when I look in her eyes
All I do is cry
I even hang out with her..she slurs
I wonder why
My sister has cancer 
But you knew that 
I just can’t understand why 
You’d want to die fast
I work two jobs 
I barley sleep 
I get a choice on my day off to rest 
Or to feast
Bills house child support
Who do I pay to lay my head down
After working 12 hours or more
Wake up here’s probation and a test
Shit if I wanted a beer
I think I deserve that 
Fuck commonwealth 
Planes are falling from the sky
My daughter can’t see me
Always asking why
My fines are first 
A house is next
Paying where I sleep
Making sure my sister knows best!!!
I’m tired..I’m tired 
I don’t know what to do
Can’t fall off the world and go to jail
To my family I’m the glue!!!
I’m tired I’m tired 
God what is it you want me to see!
I can’t even write anymore… I’m sleepy