Hidden

I'm twitchy
Hands shaking
Eyes blurring
Head snapping

Looking down
I frown
No one knows of course
I lie too well

What happens in reality
Is obscured in poetry
To well hidden for anyone to notice
No one knows that I'm hopeless

I'm too hidden
The loudness masks
The quietness inside
I strap on this exterior

Hoping no one can hear
I wish they could
They could see my tears
And ask if I'm okay
 
But I'm happy 
Jokes deflecting 
Questions thrown my way
I'm okay