Hidden Message

Of course, I would be afraid of something happening, I mean my heart is shattered into pieces.Do you just expect me to be okay after everything that has happened?

But the people who know me the best know that getting hurt again isn't my biggest fear. They know it's something more, something that eats me up inside.

Leaving him was hell I won't lie, but I needed him to be happy and that just wasn't happening when he was with me.

I feel like I messed up even though people are telling me it had nothing to do with me, I couldn't help it even if I wanted to.

Very few things in this world actually scare me. Not many things can break me down, he was the one who showed me just how strong I am. 

I talk a big game but he knows more than anyone just how dark this whole thing can be, in fact he may be the only one who can crack the code.

Over the past year, this fear has gotten better but worse at the same time. At night it's the worst...

No one really gets what it feels like. I guess none of us will ever really know, I shared this little hidden message with you to try to let this all go.