Holding Onto 2019

I am not
ready
To let
Go of
2019
as 
You were
There
Then

Tears
Overwhelmed
Me
When
The clock
Hit
12
Because
I knew
then
A piece
Of you
Became
Stored
In a 
Year
That
Had came
And
Went

I am still
Living
In 2019
and
I am
Maybe
The only
one
that
Can be
Found
There
But
That 
Is okay
Because
In spirit
You
Are
With
Me
In time

Father
And
Son
Disappointment 
Forgiven

Dad don'T
forget
Your
Cane
It is 
In the
Backseat
Of the
Car.....