Honestly

I'll be honest I'm a little high. 

A little high, soaring in the sky

Maybe is was one too many pills
Too many pills, blurring the thought that kills
Clouding my head, am I better off dead?
Dead to the world, I lay here on my bed. 
You're haunting my thoughts, my mind
My mind filled with visions of you, you're too kind. 
I savor the silence. Or maybe I'm not. 
I'm not okay, I feel like I've been shot 
You scratched my name into the lead 
Lead fired when you pulled the trigger, and now I'm dead. 
Wake up wake up!
Wake up from this nightmare, please interrupt 
Pull me from my sleep. Right here, right now. 
Right now I need you, somehow. 
I need you here with me 
With me, forever just let me breathe. 
Wake up and realize 
Realize all the lies 
All of these things haunting your mind 
Mind you, you're completely blind 
You can't see that I'm here 
I'm here, taking the wheel that you can't steer. 
Pull yourself together!
Together, we're two birds of a feather.
Get up and fix your heart
Your heart, Quit picking it apart.
Break Down the walls you built brick by brick 
Built brick by brick, all so quick 
Let me fight your demons for once 
For once I can return the favor...