Hope dies last

Like black on white, blue on green. Here i sit and nothing seems to fit,
words unspoken, rage inside, bones are broken.
Messages sent, delivered but never recieved,
deleted and forgotten, for the "greater good", never believed.
An infinite long and dark tunnel, like a sniperscope.
Aiming with broken crosshairs, aiming for hope.
Slowmotion bullettime, endurence like serpentine.
Carefully i aim, prepared to take the shot,
but since forget, i can not, the poisoned snake slithers up my chest.
It screams in my ear "Go ahead and try, you can`t escape this".
Distracted i take my shot, and miss.
Slowmotion bullettime, i know i failed,
Slowmotion bullettime, a train derailed.
Darkness all around me,
it tastes so bitter, but feels so sweet.
As i get back up, and aim again!