Hope repossessed

Gasping for air
I cling, I cling ,
To whatever's left to anything .
Walls closing in, 
Room spins, 
Getting so dizzy, this ride needs to end. 
Fist hammers down the pain, 
Sunshine is gone, there's nothing but rain.
Falling to my knees I cave, 
Tide swept me up,  now I'm lost in the waves.
To tired to fight, 
Can't Cope ,
No way to regain my repossessed hope