How Could you?

How could you let it control you?
Things were fine in the beginning. 
I could tell you anything, 
but now we can't even speak. 
It's like I don't exist 
in your eyes, like I'm nobody.
You let it control your life, 
and I wonder where I stand. 
Do you even realize what this is doing to my life?
Do you even care you used to be the best mom? 
I miss those days, 
I want you back, 
I miss the good times we've had. 
I could never share those days with anybody. 
What happened? 
I thought you loved me. 
It's gotten way out of hand. 
I guess I don't matter. 
It seems your addiction is all that matters. 
I want to see you, but 
I never will be able to. 
I hate what you have done. 
I thought you would choose your family over anything, 
But I guess I was wrong....

**Sorry that I haven't been publishing lately i plan to publish some more so keep an eye out for those also sorry that this isnt that good or rhyme much i was just mad and needing to get some feeling off my chest and on some paper. ok well tell me how you liked this and I'll see you next time**