HOW DID WE GET HERE

He said I care to much,I told him I used to care to much, cause right now am not giving ah fuck When i did I never had no luck It sucked when times got ruff I had to try my best to be ah little tuff But deep down I was hurting so much that i could feel it in my gut,Wish I had Beyonce butt Maybe if i wasn`t Depress and Stress But I still feel Blessed gotta say God gave me one hella of ah test I gotta get alot of shit off my chest Mad as hell my life is ah mess Cant wait to make some real cheddar so I can live hella better Had to stop fuckin with that wackass fella I gave that nigga the key to my heart but his cheatingass ways tore us apart I start losing it for ah while sitting back in my room straining my damn brain goinin insane trying figure out why He made ah fool of me Had me thinking I was his bride to be 12 years in shit I put time in, Got me feeling real dumb Days when I was wearing ah frown his clownass was wearing one upside down  get it I really hate to adimit it I felt like giving him ah bullet But i couldn`t imagine wasting my life behind bars I was taught one lesson I didn`t want to learn Had my family and friends all concern They like move on leave him alone so u can stop stressing But I still was trying to hold on to something that been gone His day is coming for him to play the sad songs Now we all know karams` ah Bitch so maybe he`ll think twice before he fuck over the next chick....