How soon is now?

So many moments, lately,
I have to stop and think;
Could this all be real,
Or am I on the brink?
Like maybe it's just mania,
And I'm headed for the fall;
Then I realize, that no,
It's true happiness, that's all.
I see my future clearly now,
Full of smiles and laughter;
I guess I just never thought
That I could have the happily ever after. ~kjl