Huntsman

Anger at every sight. how did I get here, what punishment am I facing. when I try to be cool, I heat up. when I try to cool down I melt. when I try to move on I doubt.  Anger tells me to leave, love tells me to resolve. Frustration does the talking. when I mellow out the damage has been done. My mind fighting against my mind, a battle, questioning my sanity, crying inside. I feel hopeless with a dangle of string to keep me going.