Hurry Babe Be With Me Let Me Feel Your Life

Weird that whole time I didn't grave anything really not even food 
Im a heavy smoker 

 

I have habits I drink 

 

Sometimes

 

Like I didn't do anything at all 

 

She had to force me to eat 

 

I can remember the food 

 

But it didn't feel like I had eaten anything 

 

I felt no difference

I just stopped drinking coffee even 

 

Wow coffee 

 

All my pleasures

 

Just everything gone 

 

I didn't feel like anything 

 

I just I don't know 

 

Last night I slept finally 

 

I don't ever remember sleeping 

 

I don't think I did 

 

Last night I finally slept 

 

I woke up this morning and 

 

Drink coffee 

 

And it tastes like 

 

Like I could taste it 

 

I could feel and tell I was drinking it and I enjoyed it so much!!!

 

Today I ate and I could taste it 

 

I could feel the substances thAt I needed it 

 

That's so strange 

 

And I ate and ate some more 

 

I still want to eat some more 

 

Like I tasted food for the first time 

 

Like I can feel my body 

 

I feel gross 

 

I need to shower 

 

Wow ti know that 

 

To feel I need that 

 

To crave somethkng

 

To know 

 

I need to brush my teeth right a2ay

 

I grave 

 

I want 

 

That's it to want 

 

I want more food 

 

I want something sweet 

 

I want more drinks 

 

I want you baby 

 

I want to feel you 

 

Omg to feel 

 

I need you to touch my body 

 

Make me feel that it's me 

 

I want you right now next to me this instances!

 

Show me 

 

I want to feel your life

 

Make me know I'm alive ! 

 

I want today I crave

 

I want everything 

 

I want to consume 

 

I want substance 

 

Like I'm experiencing everything for the first time 

 

Shit I gotta brush my teeth 

 

It's 10 pm I'm tired! 

 

To sleep 

 

To want that 

 

To need that 

 

But first brush my teeth 

 

And scrub my ass

 

Then eat first no smoke 

 

Then eat ... I realized I 

 

Can experience these things 

 

Damn it baby come real fast 

 

Hurry 

 

Hurry i want you so fucking bad 

 

Touch me 

 

Love me

 

Let me feel youre life 

 

Make me know I'm fucking. Alive 

 

Coming back a little at a time 

 

Kinda like yesterday or the other day it's like I experienced feeling feelings 

 

Like I could feel them 

 

Not just know what they felt like

 

But to feel them 

 

But now to connect the two and 

 

To feel I want and need 

 

Coffee wow no wait I think I'm brushing my teeth and going to the store now get something sweet 

 

I crave I feel I want 

 

God baby just be here

 

Touch me love me I need to feel your life 

 

Make me know it's me 

 

Make me know I'm fucking alive 

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