Hurt ..1

My phone kept ringing 

But I did not answer ...it was her...no text..life is good

I have been busy planning my perfect evening of Loving 

On my way to her house..,.I arrived unseen... uninvited

Suddenly to my eyes...there she was embraceing another man 

With kisses......eyes to eyes.....and smiles of fulfillment.

A stillness of all emotions....got me good...death to my heart

There I was.... everything changed....thoughts,never knew what to do...questions.... felt my feelings raped...as I watched...weakened.

A perfect surprise for my woman...my lover... a couple roses on the seat next to me for her....

and an evening dinner at my place...with all the good intentions

Turned to sadness.... attack of all the love  Goddesses on me.

I continued to drive without her seeing....me...don't stop..thinking

I can not remember clearly how or when  I got home at that time

But then and only then I realized how much I truly loved her.

It will not be the same from there on.....tears to every love...

Came to my mind.... aloneness and wine that night....in sorrows

Continues....first I must take my shoes off.