I am Listening

I have prayed
I have asked
for forgiveness

I am trying to
be humble
realizing I
cannot do
this on my
own

I have dictated
to you what
I need
I think
I have pleaded
with you
so much
that I do
not  have
any
spiritual
energy
left
as
I am
drained

I am long
past
making
a deal
with you
as I am
discovering
that
You don't
do deals

So now
I think
I am
going
to sit back
and try
listening.....................................