Trust grows

Irrational.

My heart.

My mind.

My body. 

Terrified

My soul

My thoughts

My quivering shell

How can I distrust you?

You've done nothing wrong.

I absolutely love you.

Yet you are a liar in my mind.

No love.

Love is a lie.

Yet I love you so deeply,

I yearn for you before you leave my side.

Yet you could not love me.

For love needs trust

And there is not trust here.

Accusations

Unintentional 

Ripping at my heart 

Like a wolf so anxious

I love you,

So deeply,

So strongly.

A love so passionate,

You are a need in my heart

And some day, I will show you,

Someday, my dear,

My trust will grow strong,

And my heart will be open

An willing soul,

Will be forever yours,

 I love you.