I broke the glass ceiling

I watched as the glass broke above me
That glass ceiling that was limiting me
And in that moment of euphoria
I knew that everything would change
And that you and I would be no more
For you could not rise up as I did
You could not be spiritual and open like me
You lived as you were told to live
Conformed and allowed yourself to be controlled as others did
Yet I still loved you and I still miss you
But I saw you being left behind
And even though I tried to expand your mind
And lead you by the hand to a higher elevation
You were content to remain sitting at the station
Waiting for the rain that's never gonna come
You will live out your life until it's done
Living by the rules abs doing as your told
I hate to watch you giving them your heart and soul
From the other side of reason and the conscious mind
I woke up and decided no longer to be blind
That's how I shattered the glass ceiling above my head
By becoming existential and refusing to be led
But I still love you and I still miss you
And as you walked away I knew that, that would never change
But I was moving forward and up
And you stayed still and stagnant
And I cannot bear to go out like this I know it sounds self indulgent
But I want to leave a mark, a story for others to read
But most of all I have decided it's time for self belief
But I still love you and I will as lays miss you
So watching you walk away brought tears to my eyes
As I waved you goodbye.