I CAME BACK TO ME AND THE MAGIC HAPPENED
I stopped insisting where there was not
what I was looking for.
I stopped asking with
closed hands.
I stopped waiting on
occupied chairs.
Stop putting my expectations on
unprepared people.
I stopped pretending that
the other understood.
I stopped putting my eyes and hope
in hearts that didn't want
to beat by my side.
And then,
magic.
Magic.
I came back to myself,
as the only possible destination.
I came back to myself,
as the only way available.
I came back to me,
as the only pending reunion.
I came back to myself and I could see my ribs,
the pains and my dehydrated soul,
asking for water.
And I was received.
I caressed myself I forgave myself.
I leaned on my shoulder.
I named myself with my own voice.
And I found myself.
Different but intact.
I had myself again.
I have myself again.
And then,
magic.
I have the keys to the doors I want to open.
Here,
inside.
Outside there are only the locks.
But I decide where and
it depends on me how.
I decide where.
I choose how...
I choose with whom....
I decide what I want.....
I decide what I deserve ....
And what I want!
And the magic came to me,
because it never left,
because it always lived in me
but it didn't allow me to see it,
for rejecting me and so
I went down to my shadows and resurrected,
hugged myself,
accepted myself and stayed alive.
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Comments
This is brilliant SILVY!!......when a person stops placing blame and expectations on others.....one begins the process of self-discovery and the blooming of self-respect and creative self-expression explodes!!....I love how much thought and effort has gone into this piece....some awesome phrasing and beautifully delivered insights......I also like the way you have formatted this piece.......ALL STARS!! & PINNED!!......well penned dear poet sister!!......LOVE & ROCKETS!!.......T xo : )
yes my dear friend it's right I'm back to myself again I'm so happy I loose 50 pounds already and I had 20 more to go I'm so happy with myself you can't believe it I feel free I can do whatever I want everything comes to life for me again....
Hugs & kisses
Silvylove xoxo