I Cry My Tears Upon Paper

I don't know why I let this life take the best of me
As if I was drowning
My heart will not become a mount
I'm lost in darkness without a light
Unbroken from tragedy trying to end my life
I'm scared and confused so,
I cry my tears upon paper...
Life hasn't been that easy on me
Many years I went without a family
Causing my tears to fear and hide away deep within
A lost shadow trying to find a way home
The thought of failure so,
I cry my tears upon paper...
I shall not give up
but yet i emulate the bear
So I dare myself to care for myself
I challenge my mind to enjoy the time
I protect my heart to not love from the start so
I cry my tears upon paper