? "I didn't send it.". (Too a ex.)

Hey..
Do you think of me? I think of you. You are always on my mind, I miss you all the time! I don't want to feel this feeling of regret. I don't want to not talk to you. If only i could forget. You said you were fed up. Love's not enough I was supposed to just let you tare me down a little more. I just hung up I don't want anyone else I just want us. I'm not ready to stop learning new things from you. You're ready to lose me. You were my best friend. Do you even love me anymore.  I know I make mistakes I think love is enough it's the only thing in this world that is kind that keeps you wanting to live.                  

What happened to you it was me, I thought I helped you I thought I bring you up. I wish I could Not feel so brokenness. You made me, holeless you healed my pain. Now we just drive each other insane. I don't ever want to let anyone in again! I Don't think we can fix this I am so Strong I am not going to say I am sorry one more time.