I do, but I didn't

It was my fault,

for loving you.

It was hard at first,

but it wasn't as difficult as I thought.

Ring on hand,

I was going to marry you.

But I was at a back burn point,

You did not mind, did you?

I had you as my first priority,

why was I not yours?

Guilty?

I had caught you in sin.

You thought I was a fool,

for trusting you.

Sadly, I was not.

How could you do that?

I would want to know,

why should I marry you?

Should I allow this?

Singing those lullaby's,

won't work any.

I don't want you unhappy,

but I do so badly.

Stumbling through thoughts,

and fights,

you know what I want.

I lost all that I thought I had.

But for what it's worth,

I'm going far anyways.

Grinning,

I say so long,

Most i'll miss is your,

stubborn ways,

and your fairly good looking,

smirk.

I didn't want this,

this was for you.

I was crazy for you,

but thinking back,

what did I do?

To go so wrong in this,

but I thought,

it was all you.

Your ability to crush,

was just so cold,

and I was just so blind.