I Do Repent

And now I do understand the pain of my past,
With my son moaning the day lone,
I wish if I could surrender to them all,
Although it wasn’t my fault altogether: it was the fault of my age;

With everyone getting new loves round the corner,
I wasn’t an exception and I loved having behind me a string of fawner,
Making love, getting free recharges and gifts had become my hobby,
Showing false future and giving a kiss was what I loved in the day;

Irrespective of the guy’s looks but in respect to his pocket,
I chose my boy-friends, hanging up on one and hanging the rest,
Breaking hearts and joining new was for me a child’s play,
Love round the corner and playing with their heart was a real game of fun;

Sweet words and a smile helped me make my friends,
And anger on petty issues made me break apart,
Coolness was a term that my friends issued on me,
And hotness a term that boys gave me;

I enjoyed them all, until I was finally got patched up,
Patched up and married – to brings out my only kid,
And now I realize my mistake which can now not be chastised,
When the same thing repeated – and this time my son getting victimized,

I had never understood the pain before,
Never had I took the pain to think of ‘em before,
But now I repent, I repent on my past,
I repent for my actions for breaking so many hearts…