I Don't Recall...

I don’t recall with clarity
the first time that our lips embraced.
Or dream about how good it felt
remembering the  feel and taste

I’m sure I’ve quite forgotten how
your  silly jokes would make me smile,
or how your open,honest views 
just  didn’t fit my new life style

It’s all a blur, not even clear,
in fact sometimes your name escapes.
I never think about you now
and  no, it’s not just sour grapes

I’m thankful that I realised
that you could never be,
the  one good thing within my life,
the perfect man for me

So why is it that every moment
of each endless day,
My heart just breaks regretting how
I threw true love away ?....