I Don't Want To Play Games

June.10.1996/August.15.2015
 Trisha Barrek Hopkins

What did you want with me anyway
Why did you take me down from the shelf
Smiling through my tears
I don't want to play these games anymore 
But you don't seem to hear

I found the steps away from your door
I don't want to play games
I don't want this anymore
All you do is hang out with your friends
Yes the ones who calls me names
I want this to just end

What hurts the most
Is you always agree
Why don't you put me back
Back where you found me
I was happier then
I had no pain
My heart was never torn apart
I had nothing to gain

You tried to put the peices back together
But don't bother
Don't even start
Just let me lay as I am 
Let me fall apart
Let me remain as I am forever

Now you are crying
But it's too late 
There's no reason for trying
You should of treated me better when I was here
Now I'm gone
And all you have is fear
My soul dying is your fault
The truth you can't bear

You lost your favorite gem
Though I'm still in pain
Please stop playing games
You can't put the peices back together
Sweety trust me on this
You'll be there forever
After awhile you will just get another from your shelf

You will just throw me away
A tear falls from my glass eye
When you notice
It'll be to late
My heart will have already died

My blue and shining days will be gray
No more blue skies
Just let me lay there to die 
I'll always have a shattered heart
To all of this you have nothing to say
So why try to start

Can you please put me back on the shelf
And stop playing games with my emotions
Because you're just taring me apart
This is the last time I say this to you 
I don't want to play games 

You should of left me alone
From the beginning from the start
My heart will always be stone
Your world I can't be a part

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