I Dreamed I Died

Wanting,someone,something but this life has given me no one,nothing,zero and now my wrists are bleeding to become my own hero,this world is unforgiving,hateful,always taking,the pentagram arising,inviting,it's not surprising I have nothing now.

I Dreamed I Died....inside....I Dreamed I Died....and no one cried.....I Dreamed I Died....sweet suicide....I Dreamed I Died....and heaven was denied.

What's wrong?what's that?what's this?can't you see I am drowning in a drug bliss?My heart is broken.cold and stolen,I feel the tears run down my face,within them I can taste disgrace,my blood pours from my veins like rain,with my last breath I curse the lords name,I want nothing now.