I feel it now!

I feel it now every single bit and feeling!

Over whelmed and blurry eyed
As I travelled to say goodbye
I couldn't help but cry 
More than once or twice
I felt such emotion when azza cried
It ent nice to see ya lil bro teary eyed
Drinking his troubles getting high
Knowing he must be feeling gutted inside
I cant imagine how xtina feels each night
Now her Bab brother you have died
Iffa I look up and pray each night
As I look to the moon n stars bright
Up with my nanny and other angels high
Living on, watching over next to ar  sides
The whole ceremony ill memorise 
Both for you the day we waved goodbye
We know we only blessing your life
As your still here by all our sides
Heaven jus needed another angel that night
And you sacrafuced yourself its ok its alright
You had your reasons but it doesn't heal it or make it right
Goodbye for now  my angel friend I bid u goodnight
With a big and a kiss from earth to heaven tonight.